Drowned. I was so blind in so point.. I really want to feel alive again.. Felt in love with someone.. How hard could be? I am so lost in your arms.. So insecure in your lips.. Feeling alone by your side in bed... Loving you it's killing me.. Here's my body trying to give everything love can not.. Trying to save us.. My hands are bleeding in tears. I can hear the applause.. Did you know I'm still here? It is so hard to say but I want you not to be a price or my husband.. I can't love you any longer. Cause my room is giving ideas.. My window is crying from outside.. Pillows made of rivers called "Tears" I'm so frustated, need your cold and selfish arms around me. I need you to lie to me.. Need to be kiss by your hypocrisy. Pray for your double-dealing eyes.. Cause I feel so empty without you.. Like a glass about to break.. It's so cold.. so cold. Stop doing this.. Face me.